My New Vision of You

This was a let-go poem about my ex. I just started to write, and this is what came out. I had a little help from my sister, but it is mostly my work. I wrote this a while ago; why I decided to post it on here, I have no idea. I just did, so here it is:

When you speak of me

It is with a forked tongue

You try to justify your lies

That never seem to end

You make yourself sound so convincing

It makes me wonder what's in your head

And what you think is real

You were always so jacked and high

Yeah go ahead and pour another drink

I don't care what you think

You cheated and lied

Made yourself believe it was all ok

But these thoughts I could not conceive

Until I had enough

Enough of your s**t that made you crazy

I didn't listen then

And I won't listen now

It just boils the malice I have inside

Who are you to tell me

Tell me what is and is not real

When you don't know yourself

What is real and make believe

You keep saying I was a joke to you

Yet you keep talking

Of Low I left you for another

Someone who knew the real me

Someone who wasn't too drunk to care about me

Makes me think you are too jealous

So all you can do is mouth off about me

And try to piss me off

If that's what you want

It is not working

The tables have turned now

Can't you deal with that

Does it make you mad

Make you sad

(Wait-you were already sad)

Or make you look miserable and hopeless

Like you look to me

For so long you brainwashed me

Made me think all I had was you

Wow what a prize

Like a toy in the cracker jack box

Cheap, lowsy, fun for a while

But ultimately a lame excuse for the real thing

You're not a real man

Just a sad excuse for a boy

So much for a second entry! =P I should write in this thing more often. Adios for now!

*~*Heather*~*